Kill the Pain. Kill the Feeling. Beyond Repair.

Need to kill feelings, to kill the pain.

No other way to go. No other way to live.
But to kill the part that constitutes as ‘living’.


 

The pain always follows.
It always hurts.

It hurts me.
Pains me.
Kills me.

Crashes my mind.
Breaks me and my inside.

It breaks me,
Makes me feel broken,
Kills all the feelings,
All that is inside.
All that is good.

Gives me nothing.
Breaks my soul.
Breaks my spirit.
Breaks my heart.

The ongoing struggle for life.
The ongoing struggle to live.
The soul is broken.
So much so, that there is no fix.

No fixing what is broken beyond repair.

Killing the pain. Killing the feeling.

Isn’t the answer
But it’s all I’m left with.

In the end.
There is no fixing what is broken beyond repair.

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