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My Feelings Are Not My Own

The control you have over me,

Turning my feelings,

Owning them,

Controlling them,

Until mine are now my own.

This power you have over me.

To change me to the core.

Change my being at your whim.

My powerlessness.

Your firm hand.

Dragging me wherever you want.

Winding Road

That winding road,

My birthday has come but feel empty inside,

Don’t know why.

But I really do.

That mid-way feeling.

Straddling the deep,

The turmoil, the strife, the nothingness,

The pain.

As we walk along this path.

Left with nothing.

All gone.

All final.

All for nothing.

Then it ends.

It ends.

We end.

We breathe our last breath.

Into the silence.

The dark.

The emptiness.

Like an empty pint.

My celebration.

The final.

Along this winding road.

Until it drops out from under you.

Falling under your feet,

And you follow with that fall.

That deep pain.

It’s my birthday,

A reminder of the finality.

The time wasted.

The end looming.

This road winding.

It’s my birthday along this winding road.