A dichotomy of feelings,
The pain, the love and care, all hand in hand,
Do I feel this way?
All of these ways.
The happiness of seeing your smile,
Laughing together, singing, living in peace.
With the snap of an instant.
The hurt person,
The pain caused.
The being used, the irrational thoughts.
All to fade away.
For me, this dichotomy of feeling doesn’t fade. Merely gets replaced by the other side, and replaced again.
I am left.
With this dichotomy of feeling in love.