Self-Imposed Emptiness

Self imposed,

A mental wall,

Off against those I hurt,

The friends I burden.

Even if I know I don’t.

There are easier ways to live,

Barely living.

Barely feeling.

Throwing away all that consists of feeling.

Discarding this feeling,

This care,

This thought.

Being an empty shell.

An impenetrable shell,

Nothing can breach.

The care closed off to all, but those who really deserve it.

Become hard.

Embracing this self-imposed emptiness.

Care, closed off to all, but those who really deserve it.

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