Heartache

Heartache as my mind closes in,

The claustrophobia, and doubt.

The painful headache,

Throwing me off.

No idea where this is coming from.

Random thoughts and feelings,

From nowhere they come.

To bring me pain.

Without knowing why.

Head full of thoughts,

At that breaking point,

Thinking without knowing why,

Feeling without comprehension.

Hurting without wanting.

The spiral of thoughts,

Spinning ever faster and faster,

Out of control within my mind.

Spinning to the breaking point.

Breaking, broken. Unknown.

This uncertainty, this veil of shadow.

Obscures the sight of being.

Leaves me in a fog, without clearing.

Left without knowing, feeling, understanding of this heartache.

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