Feeling

Feeling, fleeting and far,

Away and inaccessible,

Tangible yet also alien,

My unfamiliarity.

Alienated from feeling.

Cold and confused.

Doing without feeling,

Confused and wondering.

How this feeling.

Or lack of feeling.

Without knowing why.

Why, I walk through, why I’m slipping, like sand through my fingers.

Like water through the cracks.

The help, kindness and care from others, for others.

Yet the feeling. Or lack.

The emptiness, a holo pit within me.

I do not know why.

The feeling.

Continued moving.

Life goes on,

Through, within and with, this feeling.