Sick of the Feeling

Sick of the feeling,

Worry, sadness and happiness,

All sick of the feeling,

A mixture of everything,

Life reduced to its components.

The hurt, love, wonder and worry.

The path yet untaken,

Worried about the unknown.

Sick of the feeling I cannot explain.

Origins unknown.

Feel a terrible loneliness,

From nothing,

With no one,

It is nothing.

The feeling,

Constantly changing,

Ever-feeling.

Inexplicable.

Overwhelming.

Without knowing.

I feel a hurting.

Finding only one solace;

To distract my mind,

Ignore my existence.