Happy tear rolling down my face,
A smile alongside the sadness.
My knowledge of the times.
The way it cannot be.
The estrangement,
Away and apart.
Gone and not around.
How I want to be with you.
The happy tear,
Running down my face,
Seeing you happy,
Seeing all those good moments you’re making.
Those times we shared.
Gone before I got to know you.
Ended and final.
Before I realised.
Before I realised.
It was gone.
It was gone before I knew. Before what was lost.
All the thoughts, hopes and ideas.
All turned to dust before my eyes.
The gravity hits me on high.
Rips me open and throws me aside.
The happy tears fall,
Breaking me apart from the inside,
As I smile happy,
Dying inside.
Broken and made at the same time.
Thrown from everything I have ever known.
Lost in the turmoil.
Thrown from comfort and care,
Ground to dust.
The last scene.
Your happiness,
As in my sadness a happy tear runs down my face.
The happy tear runs down.
