My realisation,
My awakening.
The knowing.
The pain and heartache,
The happiness and bliss.
The realisation.
My pain.
Also happy.
Confused realisation.
Sad acceptance.
Continued path.
Off and onwards I march forward.
Into the bright unknown I have built for me.
Sad existential angst.
The heartache,
Ever-present but controlled.
Controlled but felt.
Felt but buried.
How I reconcile,
The unknown next step I’ll handle.
Burying,
Both the most dear,
And the most hurtful.
A golden time.
Clinging onto the bright horizon.
Even faced with the dark storm.
My realisation.