Finding My Way

Finding my way in this open world.
The path unclear,
But.
I’ll find my way.

Off I’ll find.
That golden sunset I’m looking for.
The warmth on my face.

The open door to my world.
Those crazy times to come.
Out in this open world.

The shared night,
Made so bright.
The path ahead.

On I go.
To make the path I seek.

Scaring the demons away.
Confidence unparalleled.
Strength to show.

Will to fight,
The demons away.
To claim my day.

To claim my life.
Claim my path.
Claim my way.

Open up my world.
Let the sky sing.

Off I go.
Fighting.
Finding.
Making my way.

Anything For You

Anything for you,

Bracing my demons,
To stand beside you,
As you face yours.

Anything for you.
Even from afar.
Crushing my soul.
Making it gold.

The confused feeling.
The rampant thoughts.
The pain you leave me.
To no fault of your own.

Crushing my soul under foot.
To stop the feeling.
Or so I try.
Until you revive it,
Despite my best of efforts.

Bringing me back.

Anything for you.
Even through the pain.
I’ll rise.
Stronger.

Anything for you.
No matter what people say.

Worth all the pain in the world.
Just to see you smile.
That kindly smile,
The cute laugh.
The puppy-eyes that make me melt inside.

Thoughts I’m told to leave behind.
Feelings keeping hold.

Care still there.
Anything for you.

In The Mirror

In the mirror.

The pain and the bliss.
The erupting of feeling,
My heart unable to handle,
To make sense.

Looking into the mirror of the mind,
That mirror of feeling.

The dark smile,
The happy grin.
Both consuming.

My heart,
Left.
Longing.

Wanting the path to show,
Even through my trials.
Trials of my feeling.

Feeling and being.
The pain,
Numbed by the bliss.
Hurt by my uncertainty.

My curse of feeling.

The ripping of myself,
Side to side of feeling.
The mirror with two sides.
My Janus face in the mirror.

The wreck.
Left.
Trying to piece.
Back together.

Leaving it to the morn,
To forget the hurt and the feeling.
To walk past.

Walk past my feeling.
The feelings.
Oncoming.
Not to be helped.

The Janus of feeling.
In me.
In this mirror of mine.
Reflection.
In this mirror of mine.

Pain Of A Glance

Oh the glance that glance
The glance that crushes me.
The glance that gets me.
Everytime.

That glance.
Crushes and lifts me,
At every chance.

The pain of a glance.
A crushing blow.
The crushing time.

Sitting out in the cold.
Pondering my decisions.
My mistake.

That glance.
Can’t help it.
Captures me.

Despite all I try.
Must pull away.
Find my own way.

The pain,
Yet also delight.
Of a mere glance.

The noticing.
The pain in my heart.

Even as it hurts,
I go and on.
On and it paons me.