A moment of panic,
Vision, gone to a tunnel.
Down a spiral, a moment of fright.
From the realisation that I hoped would not come.
Memory gone to blank.
A moment of panic.
Heart falling heavy.
And on the fall.
On the drop.
Falling for a moment.
Lost and falling.
The moment all-consuming.
Only for but a moment.
A moment. Of panic.
Writing this after a brief but intense moment of panic. My breathing raced, heart beat out of my chest, my vision constricted to a tunnel.
Like opening Pandora’s box and finding unexpected shock. Something to destabilise me.
I have had an amazing day and this one thing threatens to bring be down to a lowest, but I’m fighting back, at least for the day to be over, ended on a happy note.
This thing’s just broken me, but I don’t know if it’s irrational, or not. Enough of this though, only one way to find out where this goes.
So glad this realisation happened on a good day. An absolutely fucking brilliant day. I’m determined to see past it and go on happy. Don’t know about tomorrow.