My Confused Feelings

My feelings, confused but in my head, I think writing may help think things over.

I like a good friend, a lot, just being there. Just the most simple things, spending a quiet moment with, not even doing anything.

I care about them totally. But know I should stop. Some friends say to stop. I can’t help it but maybe need to. She doesn’t like me like that. Has closer friends than me,

Doesn’t care about me the same way, but is an amazing friend, does care about me as a person.

But I don’t know if she knows I still like her, or somehow forgot. Does she know? I was going to ask if she shows how I feel but like, I don’t totally know, want to forget but also remember.

My mind says the former but my heart says the latter.

It is hard. But recently I am, I have been much better.

Have a lot to think about, a lot to decide.

Got to think.

Got to think.

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