I’m sorry, won’t be on this for a while, or so I’ll try.
I’m sorry, it’s hard to say. I need to think things over.
Need to try and think.
Focus on my studies, work, plans.
Being hurt, so many times, hurting others, unintentionally. Never wanting to.
But ultimately doing so.
But I cannot be for how I feel, how I think, for me just being me.
I need to exit. And leave the past, under the carpet once I have gotten rid of it, the pain, past.
I never intended for anything, and tried to escape, but it’s found me again. As I knew it would when I moved back along this path.