That Feeling of Dread

That feeling of dread,
The worry and pain.
Mind tunneling,
Mind fading to black.

A fight of dichotomies,
The logical mind,
Against the emotional one,
To remain okay.

To stave away pure panic,
The bottomless feeling of falling,
An attack on my very soul and mind.

A terrible feeling,
How it takes hold.
How it can break you inside.
That feeling of dread.

A friend was very helpful, gave me a heads up about going out tonight. Got so worried a feeling of dread. Such a black hole, but it worked itself out and my friend was supportive.