Meant Something

Meant something,
A time,
The thing,
The need for meaning,
To make,
A making.
A time.

The place,
The time,
And the choice,
Made and to be made.
A trial by the time.

Looking for meaning,
A choice, path taken.

All for the meaning.
To mean something.


Writing this thinking of a theme of the episode of The Walking Dead that I watched.

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Worth The Feeling

Worth the feeling
The wait, the time,
Worth it for the feeling,
Worth it for the briefest of times.
It was it,
Worth it,
For that time.

It was a could,
A potentiality,
The times that make the world shine,
Shine bright,
Those times, the world shines.

Bright as the morning rise.

For a mere moment,
A kindest smile.
A help.

A moment, life given,
Life made worth.

Worth.

Worth the feeling.


Thinking, feeling, thinking, pondering. Thinking of life, times, feelings. How, everything can be perfect, in those smallest littlest things. Problems come and go, so do the most divine feelings, those, with the memories keeping them alive, so that they’ll never fade.

I’ve come so far, escaped such shit darkness, but, it gets better, bit by bit, a smallest moment can show it all. A true happiness. Only for a time, but until the next.

Also writing this watching a touching episode of The Walking Dead, not what you’d think, but still.

Written, hanging out, arranging to hang out with a friend, one, we started talking by random chance, a random comment, one time around Christmas. Feeling mixed today, but totally amazing right now.

The Ask

The ask,
A simple thing,
Moment captured in the singularity of time,
A finite, moment.

The ask,
A time of the now and near.
A time for the taking,
The opportune,
Many things,
A compilation,
A mosaic of the existence.

The ask,
The time,
What a time?

The ask,
A message,
Much to come,
But also simple,
A simple complicated thing.
Waiting for the collapse,
From potentiality to actuality,
A collapse of the superposition.

To the making,
To the asking,
The ask.

Better Going Forward

Better going forward,
Moment in the fore,

Kindest soul,
Thinking,
Yet also calm,
Also in place.
A time when all is right,
All is okay,
All is good.

This time,
Is good,
A bit worrisome.

But.
It is better going forward.
So much, all better.
Free from many demons that plagued my mind.
Better with general kindness,
My best of friends,
Kindest of moments.

So much to look for,
Look forward,
Move, anticipate and enjoy.

It’s better moving forward,
A path not yet treat.
A path for me.
Forward, better, nicer.

Oh how it is better going forward,
Excitement for what is to some.
Friends, kind, beautiful.
Helping, helped, me.
Now to be okay,
Free.

World opening up…
To be…
Better going forward.


Worries of my last post, pretty much evaporated with a single conversation, feeling amazing again, another reminder, of how my mind is my worst enemy. Pushing everything from actuality, into every possible potentiality. So many things have improved recently, feeling infinitely better, in everything, work, socially, my studies, friends, and everything. With my best friend helping, I’m also improving a number of other key areas.