Hoping, Trying

Hoping, waiting for a better time,
Everything, a lot better,
All looking up,
Falling into place,
But feeling empty,
Unsure at having lost,
Or maybe this is only a time.

Been hoping and trying,
Against it all,
All the uncertainty and hurt.
Empty against it all,
Just a figure in existence.

A figure hoping,
A figure trying.

Writing this, been a bit empty the last few days, been having nightmares every night for a week, feeling empty overall.

All this, despite everything going well, work, Uni, personal stuff. Haven’t posted recently, haven’t felt in the mood, also been hoping for this to pass but it hasn’t yet. I continue to wait.

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