I Am Lost, Empty.

Lost, empty,
The world so alien, so foreign.
Upon waking this morning.

The world empty,
My mind falling.
Claimed by darkness.

Lost for this time.
Motivation lost,
Spinning.
Lost.

In a world, not my own.
Yet also is.

An uncertainty.
It all in flux.

Guity for being me.
Insufficient to cease the pain.
My pain.
My pain in the uncertainty.

Trying.
To look for a reason.
Guilty I may be.
For being me.

Drowning in me.

Drowning myself in work to be.
To try,
Failing to be.

Crying inside me.

Being lost. Empty. Inside me.

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