Bittersweet Poison

Bittersweet poison,
The drug to take,
Disappointment,
Confusion.

Whatever to take,
Whatever it takes.

My poison,
Disregarded.
Only to take,
To take.

To walk away.
Having taken.
Bittersweet poison.
My mistake.

Being without knowing,
Knowing and hating.
Disappointment of being,
Hoping and failing.

Sick of it all,
With being,
My poison to take.
Left in place.
Ready to take.

This poison, I’m used to taking.
End.
Just end.

Feeling, is all fake.
Disappointment so real.
Know it’s always coming my way.

Whatever. It’s okay. Disfeeling.
A pill I’m used to taking.