Putting It Down

Putting it down,
Mind spiralling in thought,
Of it,
In all those recent times,
Recent memories and of all, the people met.
Closest friends, always there by my side,
As I, left alone to ponder,
In its being,
The times.

Trying to find that answer,
To find that place, time,
In the mind lost in a sea of thoughts.

Knowing the path,
Unsure if to take,
This dark blood poison,
A truth,
Dark only in my own construction,
For trying to escape,
To run.

Bwauty to come as the sun,
Rises over the horizom,
Reminding me of the passing.

As the mind clears,
But I hesitate,
For the briefest of moments,
To take a step.