Bearing This Stone-Hardened Being

Bearing the stone,
Entombed in the calcification,
Bearing it all.

Pain hardened into my very being.
Holding my soul.
Hardened to stone.

Wanting to smash it all apart.
But here I am.
Here I hold it.
As the pain consumes me.
Raging against the world so cold.
To grasp the light.

To have and hold.
This pain so close.
To let it consume,
As I do too.
Making stronger.
Making felt,
Dying inside. As it all hardens my being.

Breaking apart the weak.
Making stronger from the pieces.

Let this flesh, be consumed.
Breaking it all apart.
And making anew.

Tearing it apart in the morning light.
To forge anew, for another day.

Raging into the day’s light.
To find and to be.
Always fighting,
To make this life be.

To become.

Stone hardened being,
To make it all live free.

But first the struggle,
Desperation and determination.
To break to make anew.
Fore this stone-hardened being.
In the fires of burning pain.

Here I am.
Here I try.

Here I shall succeed.
Embracing the pain.
Give me it all.
You’ve never let up before.
This life I will be.
Give it all to me.
I shall take it.
And embrace it into me.

Until it is all torn asunder.
Forgong throughout the pain.
Hardening these bones, this soul and mind.
I wreck to make be.
I shall bear it.
Give it all to me.
And soon I will be.

Writing this listening, to I am a Stone, by Demon Hunters. A song that reminds me.

Thanks to my American friend, being kind and brightening up a day, a day I’d otherwise like to forget.

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