Restless and exhausted,
Tired of it all,
Wanting to give up,
Hurt by humanity too many last times.
Another time hurt,
By humanity lies.
The broken pieces sing their sad song,
Too many times broken,
The pieces have no fit.
The world, no reason.
Life, a poison running through my veins.
Until it stops.
Day started shit, gotten a little better. Maybe even good. But this goodness, always reminds me, a mere ignorance of all the shit. What I always learn to ignore and it bites me.
Only good thing that happened today really was seeing a lecturer who encouraged me to add to and update an essay I wrote for them and to send it to a journal.