After a too-short time of living,
Living on borrowed time.
Living a borrowed life,
Of happiness, direction and meaning.
How I tried living,
I tried and now I find myself,
Today’s all been a rough day, started with selfconsciousness, then has spiralled into being sad, lost, empty, lost. I haven’t even been able to find or turn my mind to happier thoughts. Just have been ruminating and sad.
Just sad. Just sad. Alone. Isolated. Unsure where to go, who to turn to, what to do. What to think.