Just being

Been sorting lots of stuff out, in my head, in my life and stuff. Been feeling much better. Feel I’ve lost something though. Don’t know, maybe it’ll make stuff better. I guess I’ll see.

Still, totally calm pretty much. But also it’s kinda a lack of feeling more than just ‘alright’, feel cam, but dunno, still miss. Still miss. But hope it’ll be better, I’ll be better, I’ve tried to be better.

I’m eating better, sorting through lots of old stuff, chilling more, sorting out my mental health and outlook on life more. Lots of stuff.

Been a busy weekend. Unfortunately haven’t gotten to do any photography for like 2 or 3 days, but since I’ve been doing it for the last couple weeks pretty much everyday I guess that’s okay. I’ve been busy sorting stuff out anyway.

Feel alright, but only looking forward to one thing. Just don’t know though.

Not even emotionally sad or happy, so don’t feel I can even write a poem to be honest.