Beautiful Mind

Your beautiful mind,
A world encapsulated,
Pretty and intelligent,
A beautiful mind and kind.

Open, free and radiant.
Funny,
Even to force a smile out of me.

Gentle to the touch,
Deep and thoughtful.

Beauty unquestionable,
Most important,
The mind and heart of gold.
A mind open, smart and capturing.
A heart, kind, sweet and deep.

A beautiful mind,
Trapped in a world-
Unable to compete.

The kindness there,
Worth waiting for,
Left to make my own way,
Hoping for the next day,
To see you, hear your voice.

Here I am,
Happy.
Even when losing my way,
I think back to you,
Your beautiful mind,
The advice you gave.

Oh how I’m stuck in wonder,
At your beautiful mind.

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Memories Remaining

Memories remaining,
The images intact and golden.
This bright future,
Golden times ahead.
What I want.

To hold,
To show,
To care,
Ever wanting to care and hold,
To be there,
To hold in times of need,
To be there.
To care and be.

To try and to hold.
To try and be with.
To show how you have made.

How you have.
Who you are.
How it was.
Those times.

You.
Just you.
I cannot explain.
Cannot show.
Cannot think.

You.
How those memories remain.
They keep and hold onto me.

How they grab hold and take me.

How they remain and hold onto me.

Kind Heart

That kind heart,
The warm smile,
The flow of your hair,

The times,
We laughed, smiled and talked.
Shared personal thoughts, feelings and ideas.

And I couldn’t help,
Falling in love,
Not knowing what happened,
Where did this change,
Why the feeling.

Months apart and feeling no different.
A single message, to brighten my day,

Your skills, talents and intellect.
Blow me away,
Have me dragged into a trance.

Making me want to be a better person
Making the day brighter,
Helping me to let it continue.
Positivly looking at the world.

Oh, how I want to give you all my kindness,
All my care, compassion and effort.
Oh what a kind heart,
Enough to knock me off my feet.

Oh what a kind heart.

Out of Nowhere

Out of nowhere,
A kind message,
To make my day,
Makes me grin in ecstasy,

Imagining your beautiful smile,
Radiant eyes,
A bright face shining bright,
A star to outshine the sun.

Oh how I want to be,
A person to make you happy,
To see your smile,
To make your day.
To try.

To do what I can do,
To make you happy,
Out of nowhere I met you,
Out of nowhere,
A radical shift in my mood.

Helped me into the light,
From the depths of the dark.
My eternal gratitude given held by you.

Remembering,
That night we got close.
The night, gone in a flash,
Not myself- Hadn’t felt happiness in a long time.

Crazy in love,
You coming from nowhere.

Out of nowhere such beauty and kindness.
A kind soul.

Out of nowhere,
I can say I lived.
A time,
Even if never seen again,
Worth many lifetimes of waiting.

For that moment,
That feeling,
The kindness.
Your smile,
The way your hair rests on your shoulder.
For this moment…

Came out of nowhere.

Rift

Rift running deep,
Evicerated by the thoughts.
Turmoil of emotiness,
The rage in the quiet.

The silent darkness,
Walking through the dark alone,
The darkness my home.
Defiant and strong.
The rage my instrument

Thinking of time.
Confined to the mind.
Emptying out my pain.
Filling it with rage,
Turning it empty.

Myself, a dark night,
Dimly lamp-lit.
A figure stabdibg on the corner.

Silently watching,
Everything let go.
The darkness, the silence and emptiness all a familiar friend.

Friends unfamiliar,
Living without seeing.
Unable to help regardless.

A confusing state,
This rift.
Rift of mind,
Rift of sight,
Of being and of thinking.

Left to the black emptiness.
Somehow tricking myself into and out of feeling.

An emptiness without sadness,
Without happiness.
Mere being.

Sad words to others,
For me, a state i understand,
A state i cannot feel,
This rift within me.

Finding

The finding,
Oh so this feeling.
The greatest moments,
To be found,
Held close.

This finding,
A grip and grasping,
My finding

The happiness to be found through the finding.
The greatest of times.

The uncovered truths,
The meaning.

The great times to come.

My times to find,
Through the finding

Alive in the feeling,
The finding.

The grasp of the day, the feeling.
my feeling.

The grasp of this feeling.
Past the great unknown.

The finding has come,
The great finding.

Silence Of The Quiet Night

The silence of this quiet night.
The doors opening up,
The peace found,
The quiet emptiness,

The voice of hope,
Calling out to me.
A quiet night.

The peaceful resolution.
The hope for the future,

Hope for the path taken.
The great long night of peace.
The long night,
Long times to be found.

The greatest moments,
Great feelings,
Howling into the darkness of the night.

The calling.
The great times.

The great calling,

Of the silence, of the quiet night.

Mistake

Silly mistakes,
Costly ones.
Thoughts and worries,
Rushing through my head.
Unable to think or sleep.
Over what I have done.

My mistake made.
My mistake made.

The worries all-consuming me.
The crazy worries.

Unable to sleep,
For my mistake.

An error made in rush and panic.

Seemingly nothing
But the worry consumes me.

More for what it means.
The wider thoughts,
Its implications.

Lying awake in worry,
Unable to sleep.
The mistake I made.
An error of judgement.

A mistake,
And what it means.
My mistake made.

Peace Of The Night

Peace of the night,
Listening to music,
Those sad and happy songs,

The peaceful kind light in the night.
The all-encompassing,
The gentle night.
Peace to be found,
In the life and emptiness,
The peacefulness.

The kind emptiness of night.
Peaceful and reminding me of the light of day to come.

Here sitting in night,
In peace within my mind.
Thinking, pondering the world.
Tears running down my cheeks.
Tears of happiness,

Of the peace of night.

Missing You

Missing you,
Those times we shared.
The feelings encapsulating me.
Hoping for the the next time.

Showing me the way,
The value of living.
The smallest of moments,
Meaning everything.

Showing me,
The value of living.
That happiness of life.
All it has to offer,
All I have to give.

Giving all I have,
Showing the world my passion,
My strength.
My love.
Having found the way,
Difficult but worth it.
Happy and sad.

Missing you.
As I miss you,
Building my path, my future.
Hoping to see you again.
But until then.

Until then.
While I miss you.
Making a life of my own,
One to make me proud,
Make everyone proud.
As I will be.

My eternal gratitude,
Ever yours.
For what you showed me.
How you helped me.
All we spoke about.
The feeling.
That wonderful feeling.
Missing you.

Missing you.
I lie awake,
Thinking,
Missing you.
But happy.
To have gotten to meet you.
To have found salvation.
A way out of my sadness.

Finding life.
As I’m here,
Missing you greatly,
I’m better,
I’m living,
I’m happy.
But I miss you.
But until we meet again.

Missing you


A poem the person will never see,

Happy-sad, a really good feeling.

My dedication to someone dear and special to my heart.