Unexpected Times

Unexpected times,
Full of mystery.
Times unknown,
To the touch.

Times that cannot held.
Mystery surrounding.

Those times made from nothing unexpected and out of sync.
Times that cannot be held.
Those times that come from without.

A time out of nothing.
Born is living.
The lives met, the lives touched.

From a mere moment of uncertainty.
The world is made.
A place gotten from the cloud of uncertainty.
A gift out of nowhere.

What has been found,
Through the finding.
What has come.
Out of nowhere.
What has come.
The meaning,
That living.

Those random times to make it all.
To grasp and hold.
To make true and run.

That golden feeling.
Found in those unexpected and uncertain times.
Making true,
Making whole.

Wasting no moment,
Of these expected times.
The parties, laughs and meaning.
These unexpected times.

How they mark.
Leave their mark.
Make their value.
Make you whole.

All from an unexpected moment,
An unexpected time.

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Your Day Spent With You

The moment has arrived,
Your day,
The one you’ve looked forward to,
And dreaded.

Never doubted you,
Not for a second,
Your hard work and diligence.
A day for you,
The day has come,
And tall you’ll shine.

A show to the world, and yourself.
Only wished I could spend it with you.
All leading to this moment.

Your moment,
Your time,
Never to be forgotten.

Your hard work shown,
A time for your recognition.
Only wishing to spend it with you.

To live the moment with you,
The feelings,
The care.

The time in the making.
Your time,
I wished I could make it better.

No matter,
I’ll be there,
In spirit, compassion and support.

Your day, wanting to spend it with you.

Gentle Reminder

The gentle reminder,
All found in place,
That gentle reminder.

The world gone bright,
The times to come.

The reminder comes,
In those bright days,
And the dark of night.
All to come,
Worth the wait,
Worth the while.

A gentle reminder.
Those fondest of memories.
The beautiful times.
To last a lifetime.
To hold onto.
To cherish.

Worth the struggles and the pain.
Worth the fondness,
To send an occasional message.
To brighten my day,
And another’s.

The gentle reminder,
The brighter day,
Memories, hopes and determination.

Thoughts unable to comprehend.
Happiness in unknown form, unknown quantities.

The beauty, behind the sunrise.
Of a blossoming flower,
Of the deepest purple of dusk.

Oh how is such beauty made real,
This world shown to me.

The possibilities open.
A path unknown,
Yet also clear.

This gentle reminder of being,
Of feeling
Of making.

This gentle reminder.

My gentle reminder.

The Lonely Silence Of The Dark

Lonely silence of the dark,
The dark days gone past,
Those yet to come,

Waiting for those light days, the ones to look forward to.
To hope for,
To live for.

When the darkness of the night is all around,
With silence as the figure lurking in the dark.
The depths of night.
An impenetrable shroud;
Thick, dark, all-consuming.
Suffocating at a touch.

The feeling of life,
The memories returning,
But only for a time.
The deep sadness,
To accompany the lonely silence of the dark.

Out Of Mind

Out of mind,
I hide the feelings,
Scared of where they could take me,
Offered care and kindness.

Trying to keep the pain out of my mind.
To keep in the happiness,
A game of pretend,
To ignore my mind and emotions.
The pain that comes with darkness.
The shining light, that echoes in the darkness.

The mind, clouded with worry, sadness and uncertainty.
Trying to push all feelings out of mind.
Trying to save myself from my demons.

An attempt to hold strong against the dark.
To keep the leeches at bay.
To wipe my mind,
To save the body.

Out of mind is the answer,
Or it must be,
The solution I face,
Only way past it.

Out of mind.
To cope, to save me.

Memories Remaining

Memories remaining,
The images intact and golden.
This bright future,
Golden times ahead.
What I want.

To hold,
To show,
To care,
Ever wanting to care and hold,
To be there,
To hold in times of need,
To be there.
To care and be.

To try and to hold.
To try and be with.
To show how you have made.

How you have.
Who you are.
How it was.
Those times.

You.
Just you.
I cannot explain.
Cannot show.
Cannot think.

You.
How those memories remain.
They keep and hold onto me.

How they grab hold and take me.

How they remain and hold onto me.

Rift

Rift running deep,
Evicerated by the thoughts.
Turmoil of emotiness,
The rage in the quiet.

The silent darkness,
Walking through the dark alone,
The darkness my home.
Defiant and strong.
The rage my instrument

Thinking of time.
Confined to the mind.
Emptying out my pain.
Filling it with rage,
Turning it empty.

Myself, a dark night,
Dimly lamp-lit.
A figure stabdibg on the corner.

Silently watching,
Everything let go.
The darkness, the silence and emptiness all a familiar friend.

Friends unfamiliar,
Living without seeing.
Unable to help regardless.

A confusing state,
This rift.
Rift of mind,
Rift of sight,
Of being and of thinking.

Left to the black emptiness.
Somehow tricking myself into and out of feeling.

An emptiness without sadness,
Without happiness.
Mere being.

Sad words to others,
For me, a state i understand,
A state i cannot feel,
This rift within me.

Silence Of The Quiet Night

The silence of this quiet night.
The doors opening up,
The peace found,
The quiet emptiness,

The voice of hope,
Calling out to me.
A quiet night.

The peaceful resolution.
The hope for the future,

Hope for the path taken.
The great long night of peace.
The long night,
Long times to be found.

The greatest moments,
Great feelings,
Howling into the darkness of the night.

The calling.
The great times.

The great calling,

Of the silence, of the quiet night.

Peace Of The Night

Peace of the night,
Listening to music,
Those sad and happy songs,

The peaceful kind light in the night.
The all-encompassing,
The gentle night.
Peace to be found,
In the life and emptiness,
The peacefulness.

The kind emptiness of night.
Peaceful and reminding me of the light of day to come.

Here sitting in night,
In peace within my mind.
Thinking, pondering the world.
Tears running down my cheeks.
Tears of happiness,

Of the peace of night.

Missing You

Missing you,
Those times we shared.
The feelings encapsulating me.
Hoping for the the next time.

Showing me the way,
The value of living.
The smallest of moments,
Meaning everything.

Showing me,
The value of living.
That happiness of life.
All it has to offer,
All I have to give.

Giving all I have,
Showing the world my passion,
My strength.
My love.
Having found the way,
Difficult but worth it.
Happy and sad.

Missing you.
As I miss you,
Building my path, my future.
Hoping to see you again.
But until then.

Until then.
While I miss you.
Making a life of my own,
One to make me proud,
Make everyone proud.
As I will be.

My eternal gratitude,
Ever yours.
For what you showed me.
How you helped me.
All we spoke about.
The feeling.
That wonderful feeling.
Missing you.

Missing you.
I lie awake,
Thinking,
Missing you.
But happy.
To have gotten to meet you.
To have found salvation.
A way out of my sadness.

Finding life.
As I’m here,
Missing you greatly,
I’m better,
I’m living,
I’m happy.
But I miss you.
But until we meet again.

Missing you


A poem the person will never see,

Happy-sad, a really good feeling.

My dedication to someone dear and special to my heart.