Your Day Spent With You

The moment has arrived,
Your day,
The one you’ve looked forward to,
And dreaded.

Never doubted you,
Not for a second,
Your hard work and diligence.
A day for you,
The day has come,
And tall you’ll shine.

A show to the world, and yourself.
Only wished I could spend it with you.
All leading to this moment.

Your moment,
Your time,
Never to be forgotten.

Your hard work shown,
A time for your recognition.
Only wishing to spend it with you.

To live the moment with you,
The feelings,
The care.

The time in the making.
Your time,
I wished I could make it better.

No matter,
I’ll be there,
In spirit, compassion and support.

Your day, wanting to spend it with you.

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Gentle Reminder

The gentle reminder,
All found in place,
That gentle reminder.

The world gone bright,
The times to come.

The reminder comes,
In those bright days,
And the dark of night.
All to come,
Worth the wait,
Worth the while.

A gentle reminder.
Those fondest of memories.
The beautiful times.
To last a lifetime.
To hold onto.
To cherish.

Worth the struggles and the pain.
Worth the fondness,
To send an occasional message.
To brighten my day,
And another’s.

The gentle reminder,
The brighter day,
Memories, hopes and determination.

Thoughts unable to comprehend.
Happiness in unknown form, unknown quantities.

The beauty, behind the sunrise.
Of a blossoming flower,
Of the deepest purple of dusk.

Oh how is such beauty made real,
This world shown to me.

The possibilities open.
A path unknown,
Yet also clear.

This gentle reminder of being,
Of feeling
Of making.

This gentle reminder.

My gentle reminder.

Fighting The Demons

Fighting off the demons,
The corrupting influences,
A dark force to throw off.
A bringer of only suffering.

A powerless entity,
As I drain them of all power,
Collect my life,
Make it my own.
Bring on the coming future.
Casting out the corruption.

Detoxifying my life of all the darkness,
That the demons use to cling hold,
I’ve found freedom from the darkness.
Claimed light for my own.

Many pieces coming together,
Forming a whole,
Forming coherency,
And a brightness not seen in a while.

Such a long time I was in the dark,
Having lost the light.
Being broken, lost, hurt and inflictng what the demons taught me.
To be cast off,
I now have choice, agency.
To cast out corruption,
To throw the demons aside.

Here I fight,
To claim a happiness once lost.
To find peace, in a tumultous world.
To find love in all things pure,
As it has found me in the unexpected places.

The demons now have no hold.
Yet they will be, an ever-formative part.
Kept in check.
But having made me stronger,
Made me wiser.
Given me great pain.
I will keep them in check,
Cast them out.

Fighting these demons. I win.
Living the life I have found.
Fighting off the demons that still seek to destroy me.

Fighting off the demons.

Beautiful Mind

Your beautiful mind,
A world encapsulated,
Pretty and intelligent,
A beautiful mind and kind.

Open, free and radiant.
Funny,
Even to force a smile out of me.

Gentle to the touch,
Deep and thoughtful.

Beauty unquestionable,
Most important,
The mind and heart of gold.
A mind open, smart and capturing.
A heart, kind, sweet and deep.

A beautiful mind,
Trapped in a world-
Unable to compete.

The kindness there,
Worth waiting for,
Left to make my own way,
Hoping for the next day,
To see you, hear your voice.

Here I am,
Happy.
Even when losing my way,
I think back to you,
Your beautiful mind,
The advice you gave.

Oh how I’m stuck in wonder,
At your beautiful mind.

Out of Nowhere

Out of nowhere,
A kind message,
To make my day,
Makes me grin in ecstasy,

Imagining your beautiful smile,
Radiant eyes,
A bright face shining bright,
A star to outshine the sun.

Oh how I want to be,
A person to make you happy,
To see your smile,
To make your day.
To try.

To do what I can do,
To make you happy,
Out of nowhere I met you,
Out of nowhere,
A radical shift in my mood.

Helped me into the light,
From the depths of the dark.
My eternal gratitude given held by you.

Remembering,
That night we got close.
The night, gone in a flash,
Not myself- Hadn’t felt happiness in a long time.

Crazy in love,
You coming from nowhere.

Out of nowhere such beauty and kindness.
A kind soul.

Out of nowhere,
I can say I lived.
A time,
Even if never seen again,
Worth many lifetimes of waiting.

For that moment,
That feeling,
The kindness.
Your smile,
The way your hair rests on your shoulder.
For this moment…

Came out of nowhere.

Missing You

Missing you,
Those times we shared.
The feelings encapsulating me.
Hoping for the the next time.

Showing me the way,
The value of living.
The smallest of moments,
Meaning everything.

Showing me,
The value of living.
That happiness of life.
All it has to offer,
All I have to give.

Giving all I have,
Showing the world my passion,
My strength.
My love.
Having found the way,
Difficult but worth it.
Happy and sad.

Missing you.
As I miss you,
Building my path, my future.
Hoping to see you again.
But until then.

Until then.
While I miss you.
Making a life of my own,
One to make me proud,
Make everyone proud.
As I will be.

My eternal gratitude,
Ever yours.
For what you showed me.
How you helped me.
All we spoke about.
The feeling.
That wonderful feeling.
Missing you.

Missing you.
I lie awake,
Thinking,
Missing you.
But happy.
To have gotten to meet you.
To have found salvation.
A way out of my sadness.

Finding life.
As I’m here,
Missing you greatly,
I’m better,
I’m living,
I’m happy.
But I miss you.
But until we meet again.

Missing you


A poem the person will never see,

Happy-sad, a really good feeling.

My dedication to someone dear and special to my heart.

Remembrance

Remembering those times,

That summer with you,

The sun that was found,

After the time being lost.

The sun just around the corner,

Finally the sun’s shining-

After so long.

The sun peaking around the corner,

Remembering those times, those moments.

Remembrance of the times gone,

Looking forward to the times that will come.

The difficulties,

The trials for me to overcome.

Those times.

Remembering fondly,

The summer of a lifetime.

The way I found.

The remembrance.

My remembrance.

Surprising Encounters

Surpassing encounters,
Out from nowhere,
Meeting those who would only have gone past.

Amazing- these surprising encounters,
How they happen, pass and remain.
They come from nothing,
Yet also everything.
An interconnected multitude,
Of memories,emotions and choices.
To make an unexpected encounter.

A sharing of feelings, thoughts and ideas.
A crazy happiness to follow,
Feeling known, understood and helped.

Hard to believe all of this,

To come from an unexpected encounter.

The Happy Tear

Happy tear rolling down my face,

A smile alongside the sadness.

My knowledge of the times.

The way it cannot be.

The estrangement,

Away and apart.

Gone and not around.

How I want to be with you.

The happy tear,

Running down my face,

Seeing you happy,

Seeing all those good moments you’re making.

Those times we shared.

Gone before I got to know you.

Ended and final.

Before I realised.

Before I realised.

It was gone.

It was gone before I knew. Before what was lost.

All the thoughts, hopes and ideas.

All turned to dust before my eyes.

The gravity hits me on high.

Rips me open and throws me aside.

The happy tears fall,

Breaking me apart from the inside,

As I smile happy,

Dying inside.

Broken and made at the same time.

Thrown from everything I have ever known.

Lost in the turmoil.

Thrown from comfort and care,

Ground to dust.

The last scene.

Your happiness,

As in my sadness a happy tear runs down my face.

The happy tear runs down.

Kindness In A Vacuum

Kindness in a vacuum,

Even to those who hurt you.

A light in the dark,

To shake hurtfulness to the core,

To shine a light in the emptiness.

A happy recipient,

A welcome smile,

Disappearing frown,

Subsiding pain.

Helping another,

A kind hand,

Compassionate words,

Time to listen.

A good response to hurtful people,

Kind words and actions.

To help,

The greatest reward,

The greatest gift.

To make the whole world shine.

Someone else’s world shine.

Kindness within a vacuum,

A beacon of light.

To push away the darkness.

This is how I choose to live.

Trying to live right by me,

Through kindness in a vacuum.

Kindness to all I meet.