New Finding

Those new findings,
Unexpected and amazing,
To capture the self.

Anything to capture that feeling.
To make anew,
Myself and it all.

Losing sleep in glee.
The amazing moments,
Those unexpected moments
Coming out of nowhere.

How does this new finding
Make anew, the place to be.
A new being.
Unexpected and found.

Totally found.
This new finding,
Unexpected being.

Those times to make you smile,
Unconditionally,
Totally.
Through the new finding.

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Unexpected Times

Unexpected times,
Full of mystery.
Times unknown,
To the touch.

Times that cannot held.
Mystery surrounding.

Those times made from nothing unexpected and out of sync.
Times that cannot be held.
Those times that come from without.

A time out of nothing.
Born is living.
The lives met, the lives touched.

From a mere moment of uncertainty.
The world is made.
A place gotten from the cloud of uncertainty.
A gift out of nowhere.

What has been found,
Through the finding.
What has come.
Out of nowhere.
What has come.
The meaning,
That living.

Those random times to make it all.
To grasp and hold.
To make true and run.

That golden feeling.
Found in those unexpected and uncertain times.
Making true,
Making whole.

Wasting no moment,
Of these expected times.
The parties, laughs and meaning.
These unexpected times.

How they mark.
Leave their mark.
Make their value.
Make you whole.

All from an unexpected moment,
An unexpected time.

Fighting The Demons

Fighting off the demons,
The corrupting influences,
A dark force to throw off.
A bringer of only suffering.

A powerless entity,
As I drain them of all power,
Collect my life,
Make it my own.
Bring on the coming future.
Casting out the corruption.

Detoxifying my life of all the darkness,
That the demons use to cling hold,
I’ve found freedom from the darkness.
Claimed light for my own.

Many pieces coming together,
Forming a whole,
Forming coherency,
And a brightness not seen in a while.

Such a long time I was in the dark,
Having lost the light.
Being broken, lost, hurt and inflictng what the demons taught me.
To be cast off,
I now have choice, agency.
To cast out corruption,
To throw the demons aside.

Here I fight,
To claim a happiness once lost.
To find peace, in a tumultous world.
To find love in all things pure,
As it has found me in the unexpected places.

The demons now have no hold.
Yet they will be, an ever-formative part.
Kept in check.
But having made me stronger,
Made me wiser.
Given me great pain.
I will keep them in check,
Cast them out.

Fighting these demons. I win.
Living the life I have found.
Fighting off the demons that still seek to destroy me.

Fighting off the demons.

Memories Remaining

Memories remaining,
The images intact and golden.
This bright future,
Golden times ahead.
What I want.

To hold,
To show,
To care,
Ever wanting to care and hold,
To be there,
To hold in times of need,
To be there.
To care and be.

To try and to hold.
To try and be with.
To show how you have made.

How you have.
Who you are.
How it was.
Those times.

You.
Just you.
I cannot explain.
Cannot show.
Cannot think.

You.
How those memories remain.
They keep and hold onto me.

How they grab hold and take me.

How they remain and hold onto me.

Out of Nowhere

Out of nowhere,
A kind message,
To make my day,
Makes me grin in ecstasy,

Imagining your beautiful smile,
Radiant eyes,
A bright face shining bright,
A star to outshine the sun.

Oh how I want to be,
A person to make you happy,
To see your smile,
To make your day.
To try.

To do what I can do,
To make you happy,
Out of nowhere I met you,
Out of nowhere,
A radical shift in my mood.

Helped me into the light,
From the depths of the dark.
My eternal gratitude given held by you.

Remembering,
That night we got close.
The night, gone in a flash,
Not myself- Hadn’t felt happiness in a long time.

Crazy in love,
You coming from nowhere.

Out of nowhere such beauty and kindness.
A kind soul.

Out of nowhere,
I can say I lived.
A time,
Even if never seen again,
Worth many lifetimes of waiting.

For that moment,
That feeling,
The kindness.
Your smile,
The way your hair rests on your shoulder.
For this moment…

Came out of nowhere.

Finding

The finding,
Oh so this feeling.
The greatest moments,
To be found,
Held close.

This finding,
A grip and grasping,
My finding

The happiness to be found through the finding.
The greatest of times.

The uncovered truths,
The meaning.

The great times to come.

My times to find,
Through the finding

Alive in the feeling,
The finding.

The grasp of the day, the feeling.
my feeling.

The grasp of this feeling.
Past the great unknown.

The finding has come,
The great finding.

Silence Of The Quiet Night

The silence of this quiet night.
The doors opening up,
The peace found,
The quiet emptiness,

The voice of hope,
Calling out to me.
A quiet night.

The peaceful resolution.
The hope for the future,

Hope for the path taken.
The great long night of peace.
The long night,
Long times to be found.

The greatest moments,
Great feelings,
Howling into the darkness of the night.

The calling.
The great times.

The great calling,

Of the silence, of the quiet night.

Missing You

Missing you,
Those times we shared.
The feelings encapsulating me.
Hoping for the the next time.

Showing me the way,
The value of living.
The smallest of moments,
Meaning everything.

Showing me,
The value of living.
That happiness of life.
All it has to offer,
All I have to give.

Giving all I have,
Showing the world my passion,
My strength.
My love.
Having found the way,
Difficult but worth it.
Happy and sad.

Missing you.
As I miss you,
Building my path, my future.
Hoping to see you again.
But until then.

Until then.
While I miss you.
Making a life of my own,
One to make me proud,
Make everyone proud.
As I will be.

My eternal gratitude,
Ever yours.
For what you showed me.
How you helped me.
All we spoke about.
The feeling.
That wonderful feeling.
Missing you.

Missing you.
I lie awake,
Thinking,
Missing you.
But happy.
To have gotten to meet you.
To have found salvation.
A way out of my sadness.

Finding life.
As I’m here,
Missing you greatly,
I’m better,
I’m living,
I’m happy.
But I miss you.
But until we meet again.

Missing you


A poem the person will never see,

Happy-sad, a really good feeling.

My dedication to someone dear and special to my heart.

Wandering

Strolls around the country,

The unsatiated question,

The sad question,

A wondering of confusion,

The question I find in myself.

A feeling of displacement.

Wandering on

Wandering around.

Thinking on and on.

As I sit here wondering, thinking.

My thoughts running,

Yet also still.

Wandering and wandering on.

Remembrance

Remembering those times,

That summer with you,

The sun that was found,

After the time being lost.

The sun just around the corner,

Finally the sun’s shining-

After so long.

The sun peaking around the corner,

Remembering those times, those moments.

Remembrance of the times gone,

Looking forward to the times that will come.

The difficulties,

The trials for me to overcome.

Those times.

Remembering fondly,

The summer of a lifetime.

The way I found.

The remembrance.

My remembrance.