Wished I was feeling in better spirits when writing this, but can’t help it. I’m glad WordPress told me it’s my one year anniversary on WordPress, honestly cannot believe it’s been a year.
So much has happened, so much has changed.
I have been through a lot, lots of stuff has changed, lots of things all running through my head.
Poetry has made it all much more bearable, even being a compulsion of mine, something I intend to continue, so long as I have feelings to describe, understand and make sense of.
Thank you to all the good people who have had many kind words to say about my work, kind people who listened, read, messaged me and gave me kind messages!
If I had known today was the anniversary, 15 minutes before the day was over and with work in 6 hours I would have planned something larger. Maybe tomorrow.
But thanks to everyone.
Helping me when I was trapped in a dark place.
Finally found a way out.
Still get good and bad days as everyone does and will so long as you’re human. But I’m moving along, better, even despite being sad tonight, have a great friend to hold on to, hold out for and hang out with.
My studies are going really well, confirmation of an aim I’ve had for a long while and committed to it fully.
My close friend helped me (unknowingly) find a better work-life balance, writing positive poetry, but they showed me. The positive things to see.
Things will go up and down.
Things will at times be difficult.
But I can.
All my WordPress family I believe in, no matter what you are going through, I hope and wish you well. To fight your demons as I have fought mine.
On a side note, feeling slightly better after writing this, found the words to a poem I had the title for, and thought of another while writing this!