New Finding

Those new findings,
Unexpected and amazing,
To capture the self.

Anything to capture that feeling.
To make anew,
Myself and it all.

Losing sleep in glee.
The amazing moments,
Those unexpected moments
Coming out of nowhere.

How does this new finding
Make anew, the place to be.
A new being.
Unexpected and found.

Totally found.
This new finding,
Unexpected being.

Those times to make you smile,
Unconditionally,
Totally.
Through the new finding.

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Unexpected Times

Unexpected times,
Full of mystery.
Times unknown,
To the touch.

Times that cannot held.
Mystery surrounding.

Those times made from nothing unexpected and out of sync.
Times that cannot be held.
Those times that come from without.

A time out of nothing.
Born is living.
The lives met, the lives touched.

From a mere moment of uncertainty.
The world is made.
A place gotten from the cloud of uncertainty.
A gift out of nowhere.

What has been found,
Through the finding.
What has come.
Out of nowhere.
What has come.
The meaning,
That living.

Those random times to make it all.
To grasp and hold.
To make true and run.

That golden feeling.
Found in those unexpected and uncertain times.
Making true,
Making whole.

Wasting no moment,
Of these expected times.
The parties, laughs and meaning.
These unexpected times.

How they mark.
Leave their mark.
Make their value.
Make you whole.

All from an unexpected moment,
An unexpected time.

Kindness Out of Nowhere

Kindness out of nowhere,
The kindness that comes, out of nowhere
Out of place, but in total kindness.
Random and surprising.
A sense of comraderie,
Solidarity.

The kindness of another,
For another.

Surprise at its form,
A sense of help, and of care.
From a stranger,
For help.

This kindness,
For everyone to follow.
To help.
Whatever capacity it may take,
Mere kindness to be seen,
To be felt,
To be kept and continued.

A care for everyone.
In the form, any form.

A kindness out of nowhere.


Context, I came across a wounded wild rabbit, out of nowhere a group of people came and stayed, to help in whatever way they could. In the end I phoned the RSPCA, and by that point someone else came and out of nowhere offered to take it to a vet. Kindness. Kindness to be rewarded.

Looking Up In Wonder

Looking up in wonder,
The night sky glistening,
The next day to come,
Its bright light just waiting over the horizon.

That light ahead,
The day ahead,
A world waiting for fruition.
The golden skies ahead.

The bright shroud of day.
The mere moments of the bright.
Those times to make you laugh and smile.

The comfort of a wonderful day,
Waiting for the moments,
As they come,
So small yet significant.
Grins of wonderous glee.

The times made for the taking,
For the making.

Oh how the world is bright.
Brilliantly wonderous.

Just over the horizon,
As I wait in anticipation,
Living today as it😆’s amazing.

The bright and golden times.
The spotlight in the making,
An iconic making,
Mine for the taking.

All the fears and worries brushed aside.
Reminded by the glistening lights all around.

A wonderous day to come.

Looking up in wonder,
In awestruck amazement.

Looking up in wonder at my making,
The world bright ahead.
The golden threat of wonder.

A amazing light.

Looking up in wonder.

Gentle Reminder

The gentle reminder,
All found in place,
That gentle reminder.

The world gone bright,
The times to come.

The reminder comes,
In those bright days,
And the dark of night.
All to come,
Worth the wait,
Worth the while.

A gentle reminder.
Those fondest of memories.
The beautiful times.
To last a lifetime.
To hold onto.
To cherish.

Worth the struggles and the pain.
Worth the fondness,
To send an occasional message.
To brighten my day,
And another’s.

The gentle reminder,
The brighter day,
Memories, hopes and determination.

Thoughts unable to comprehend.
Happiness in unknown form, unknown quantities.

The beauty, behind the sunrise.
Of a blossoming flower,
Of the deepest purple of dusk.

Oh how is such beauty made real,
This world shown to me.

The possibilities open.
A path unknown,
Yet also clear.

This gentle reminder of being,
Of feeling
Of making.

This gentle reminder.

My gentle reminder.

Poetry and One Year On

Hello everyone,

Wished I was feeling in better spirits when writing this, but can’t help it. I’m glad WordPress told me it’s my one year anniversary on WordPress, honestly cannot believe it’s been a year.

So much has happened, so much has changed.

I have been through a lot, lots of stuff has changed, lots of things all running through my head.

Poetry has made it all much more bearable, even being a compulsion of mine, something I intend to continue, so long as I have feelings to describe, understand and make sense of.

Thank you to all the good people who have had many kind words to say about my work, kind people who listened, read, messaged me and gave me kind messages!

If I had known today was the anniversary, 15 minutes before the day was over and with work in 6 hours I would have planned something larger. Maybe tomorrow.

But thanks to everyone.
Helping me when I was trapped in a dark place.

Finally found a way out.

Still get good and bad days as everyone does and will so long as you’re human. But I’m moving along, better, even despite being sad tonight, have a great friend to hold on to, hold out for and hang out with.

My studies are going really well, confirmation of an aim I’ve had for a long while and committed to it fully.

My close friend helped me (unknowingly) find a better work-life balance, writing positive poetry, but they showed me. The positive things to see.

Things will go up and down.
Things will at times be difficult.

But I can.

All my WordPress family I believe in, no matter what you are going through, I hope and wish you well. To fight your demons as I have fought mine.

On a side note, feeling slightly better after writing this, found the words to a poem I had the title for, and thought of another while writing this!

Beautiful Mind

Your beautiful mind,
A world encapsulated,
Pretty and intelligent,
A beautiful mind and kind.

Open, free and radiant.
Funny,
Even to force a smile out of me.

Gentle to the touch,
Deep and thoughtful.

Beauty unquestionable,
Most important,
The mind and heart of gold.
A mind open, smart and capturing.
A heart, kind, sweet and deep.

A beautiful mind,
Trapped in a world-
Unable to compete.

The kindness there,
Worth waiting for,
Left to make my own way,
Hoping for the next day,
To see you, hear your voice.

Here I am,
Happy.
Even when losing my way,
I think back to you,
Your beautiful mind,
The advice you gave.

Oh how I’m stuck in wonder,
At your beautiful mind.

Memories Remaining

Memories remaining,
The images intact and golden.
This bright future,
Golden times ahead.
What I want.

To hold,
To show,
To care,
Ever wanting to care and hold,
To be there,
To hold in times of need,
To be there.
To care and be.

To try and to hold.
To try and be with.
To show how you have made.

How you have.
Who you are.
How it was.
Those times.

You.
Just you.
I cannot explain.
Cannot show.
Cannot think.

You.
How those memories remain.
They keep and hold onto me.

How they grab hold and take me.

How they remain and hold onto me.

Kind Heart

That kind heart,
The warm smile,
The flow of your hair,

The times,
We laughed, smiled and talked.
Shared personal thoughts, feelings and ideas.

And I couldn’t help,
Falling in love,
Not knowing what happened,
Where did this change,
Why the feeling.

Months apart and feeling no different.
A single message, to brighten my day,

Your skills, talents and intellect.
Blow me away,
Have me dragged into a trance.

Making me want to be a better person
Making the day brighter,
Helping me to let it continue.
Positivly looking at the world.

Oh, how I want to give you all my kindness,
All my care, compassion and effort.
Oh what a kind heart,
Enough to knock me off my feet.

Oh what a kind heart.

Out of Nowhere

Out of nowhere,
A kind message,
To make my day,
Makes me grin in ecstasy,

Imagining your beautiful smile,
Radiant eyes,
A bright face shining bright,
A star to outshine the sun.

Oh how I want to be,
A person to make you happy,
To see your smile,
To make your day.
To try.

To do what I can do,
To make you happy,
Out of nowhere I met you,
Out of nowhere,
A radical shift in my mood.

Helped me into the light,
From the depths of the dark.
My eternal gratitude given held by you.

Remembering,
That night we got close.
The night, gone in a flash,
Not myself- Hadn’t felt happiness in a long time.

Crazy in love,
You coming from nowhere.

Out of nowhere such beauty and kindness.
A kind soul.

Out of nowhere,
I can say I lived.
A time,
Even if never seen again,
Worth many lifetimes of waiting.

For that moment,
That feeling,
The kindness.
Your smile,
The way your hair rests on your shoulder.
For this moment…

Came out of nowhere.