Your Day Spent With You

The moment has arrived,
Your day,
The one you’ve looked forward to,
And dreaded.

Never doubted you,
Not for a second,
Your hard work and diligence.
A day for you,
The day has come,
And tall you’ll shine.

A show to the world, and yourself.
Only wished I could spend it with you.
All leading to this moment.

Your moment,
Your time,
Never to be forgotten.

Your hard work shown,
A time for your recognition.
Only wishing to spend it with you.

To live the moment with you,
The feelings,
The care.

The time in the making.
Your time,
I wished I could make it better.

No matter,
I’ll be there,
In spirit, compassion and support.

Your day, wanting to spend it with you.

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Looking Up In Wonder

Looking up in wonder,
The night sky glistening,
The next day to come,
Its bright light just waiting over the horizon.

That light ahead,
The day ahead,
A world waiting for fruition.
The golden skies ahead.

The bright shroud of day.
The mere moments of the bright.
Those times to make you laugh and smile.

The comfort of a wonderful day,
Waiting for the moments,
As they come,
So small yet significant.
Grins of wonderous glee.

The times made for the taking,
For the making.

Oh how the world is bright.
Brilliantly wonderous.

Just over the horizon,
As I wait in anticipation,
Living today as it😆’s amazing.

The bright and golden times.
The spotlight in the making,
An iconic making,
Mine for the taking.

All the fears and worries brushed aside.
Reminded by the glistening lights all around.

A wonderous day to come.

Looking up in wonder,
In awestruck amazement.

Looking up in wonder at my making,
The world bright ahead.
The golden threat of wonder.

A amazing light.

Looking up in wonder.

Gentle Reminder

The gentle reminder,
All found in place,
That gentle reminder.

The world gone bright,
The times to come.

The reminder comes,
In those bright days,
And the dark of night.
All to come,
Worth the wait,
Worth the while.

A gentle reminder.
Those fondest of memories.
The beautiful times.
To last a lifetime.
To hold onto.
To cherish.

Worth the struggles and the pain.
Worth the fondness,
To send an occasional message.
To brighten my day,
And another’s.

The gentle reminder,
The brighter day,
Memories, hopes and determination.

Thoughts unable to comprehend.
Happiness in unknown form, unknown quantities.

The beauty, behind the sunrise.
Of a blossoming flower,
Of the deepest purple of dusk.

Oh how is such beauty made real,
This world shown to me.

The possibilities open.
A path unknown,
Yet also clear.

This gentle reminder of being,
Of feeling
Of making.

This gentle reminder.

My gentle reminder.

Fighting The Demons

Fighting off the demons,
The corrupting influences,
A dark force to throw off.
A bringer of only suffering.

A powerless entity,
As I drain them of all power,
Collect my life,
Make it my own.
Bring on the coming future.
Casting out the corruption.

Detoxifying my life of all the darkness,
That the demons use to cling hold,
I’ve found freedom from the darkness.
Claimed light for my own.

Many pieces coming together,
Forming a whole,
Forming coherency,
And a brightness not seen in a while.

Such a long time I was in the dark,
Having lost the light.
Being broken, lost, hurt and inflictng what the demons taught me.
To be cast off,
I now have choice, agency.
To cast out corruption,
To throw the demons aside.

Here I fight,
To claim a happiness once lost.
To find peace, in a tumultous world.
To find love in all things pure,
As it has found me in the unexpected places.

The demons now have no hold.
Yet they will be, an ever-formative part.
Kept in check.
But having made me stronger,
Made me wiser.
Given me great pain.
I will keep them in check,
Cast them out.

Fighting these demons. I win.
Living the life I have found.
Fighting off the demons that still seek to destroy me.

Fighting off the demons.

Beautiful Mind

Your beautiful mind,
A world encapsulated,
Pretty and intelligent,
A beautiful mind and kind.

Open, free and radiant.
Funny,
Even to force a smile out of me.

Gentle to the touch,
Deep and thoughtful.

Beauty unquestionable,
Most important,
The mind and heart of gold.
A mind open, smart and capturing.
A heart, kind, sweet and deep.

A beautiful mind,
Trapped in a world-
Unable to compete.

The kindness there,
Worth waiting for,
Left to make my own way,
Hoping for the next day,
To see you, hear your voice.

Here I am,
Happy.
Even when losing my way,
I think back to you,
Your beautiful mind,
The advice you gave.

Oh how I’m stuck in wonder,
At your beautiful mind.

Out of Nowhere

Out of nowhere,
A kind message,
To make my day,
Makes me grin in ecstasy,

Imagining your beautiful smile,
Radiant eyes,
A bright face shining bright,
A star to outshine the sun.

Oh how I want to be,
A person to make you happy,
To see your smile,
To make your day.
To try.

To do what I can do,
To make you happy,
Out of nowhere I met you,
Out of nowhere,
A radical shift in my mood.

Helped me into the light,
From the depths of the dark.
My eternal gratitude given held by you.

Remembering,
That night we got close.
The night, gone in a flash,
Not myself- Hadn’t felt happiness in a long time.

Crazy in love,
You coming from nowhere.

Out of nowhere such beauty and kindness.
A kind soul.

Out of nowhere,
I can say I lived.
A time,
Even if never seen again,
Worth many lifetimes of waiting.

For that moment,
That feeling,
The kindness.
Your smile,
The way your hair rests on your shoulder.
For this moment…

Came out of nowhere.

Rift

Rift running deep,
Evicerated by the thoughts.
Turmoil of emotiness,
The rage in the quiet.

The silent darkness,
Walking through the dark alone,
The darkness my home.
Defiant and strong.
The rage my instrument

Thinking of time.
Confined to the mind.
Emptying out my pain.
Filling it with rage,
Turning it empty.

Myself, a dark night,
Dimly lamp-lit.
A figure stabdibg on the corner.

Silently watching,
Everything let go.
The darkness, the silence and emptiness all a familiar friend.

Friends unfamiliar,
Living without seeing.
Unable to help regardless.

A confusing state,
This rift.
Rift of mind,
Rift of sight,
Of being and of thinking.

Left to the black emptiness.
Somehow tricking myself into and out of feeling.

An emptiness without sadness,
Without happiness.
Mere being.

Sad words to others,
For me, a state i understand,
A state i cannot feel,
This rift within me.

Finding

The finding,
Oh so this feeling.
The greatest moments,
To be found,
Held close.

This finding,
A grip and grasping,
My finding

The happiness to be found through the finding.
The greatest of times.

The uncovered truths,
The meaning.

The great times to come.

My times to find,
Through the finding

Alive in the feeling,
The finding.

The grasp of the day, the feeling.
my feeling.

The grasp of this feeling.
Past the great unknown.

The finding has come,
The great finding.

Silence Of The Quiet Night

The silence of this quiet night.
The doors opening up,
The peace found,
The quiet emptiness,

The voice of hope,
Calling out to me.
A quiet night.

The peaceful resolution.
The hope for the future,

Hope for the path taken.
The great long night of peace.
The long night,
Long times to be found.

The greatest moments,
Great feelings,
Howling into the darkness of the night.

The calling.
The great times.

The great calling,

Of the silence, of the quiet night.

Mistake

Silly mistakes,
Costly ones.
Thoughts and worries,
Rushing through my head.
Unable to think or sleep.
Over what I have done.

My mistake made.
My mistake made.

The worries all-consuming me.
The crazy worries.

Unable to sleep,
For my mistake.

An error made in rush and panic.

Seemingly nothing
But the worry consumes me.

More for what it means.
The wider thoughts,
Its implications.

Lying awake in worry,
Unable to sleep.
The mistake I made.
An error of judgement.

A mistake,
And what it means.
My mistake made.